Who Am I?

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

Shopping

When I was an early teenager, my mom used to say that she hated shopping. I couldn't believe it. In fact I thought, "What a complete NERD!" Well you all know that I am now a nerd and needless to say, we all inevitably turn into some form of our mothers. Here I am, at 31, hating shopping. I got a gift card as a belated birthday gift. I wanted to spend it today. I wanted something specific, which is the first way to guarantee yourself a terrible shopping trip, but I had seen khaki jackets with matching pants at Kohls last week, so I figured I'd get that. I go there, they have a few jackets left, but there is not a single pair of pants in the store that match- they had them last week, but are all sold out now. Okay, I'm calm. Let me look around and find the same kind of thing, but different. They've got plenty of pants. They've got a decent number of jackets. BUT THEY DON"T MATCH. I walked around and around trying to match different things-they didn't match. I finally decided to just change my goal and get something else, but by then I was in such a bad mood that I knew I wouldn't be able to like anything, so I left. An hour and a half WASTED!!
So I go to Target to get Jack a Halloween bucket for his candy- that I'll eat, but he'll get eventually through the breast milk process. It's still his candy. It's not the same as if I took the girls' candy. Right? You see my point. ANYWAYS, little felt trick or treating bags $8.00. That is just robbery. Some little girl is sitting at a sewing machine for 16 hours a day sewing those bags and earning just enough food to live off of and Target is charging $8.00-unbelievable. I bought Jack a plastic Hulk head $3.00 for 10cents worth of plastic-whatever. To end my fabulous shopping trip, I decide to buy myself a Dr. Pepper. Not a single one. Can you believe that? What's more unbelievable is that the Target Greatland by my house has two Pepsi coolers for every one Coke cooler at the checkout lanes. Who makes these decisions? Do people actually drink Pepsi? Do twice as many people like Pepsi as Coke? I find that hard to believe. Most people I know prefer Coke.
Personal Message: EKS- I know you prefer Pepsi and I need your right blog address and email.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Don't You LOVE it when Someone Else Understands What You're Going Through?

Thank you Andy! Your last two paragraphs are EXACTLY what I am dealing with right now. Love, mercy, forgiveness- granted and requested.

Monday, October 25, 2004

Check Me Out....

Do you see the time? I am awake. I have not gone to bed yet. I will be very sad at 7:30 when Emma has to get up and me with her, but for now......... I'm crazy irresponsible parent staying up until 3 in the morning emailing people and reading blogs. It is refreshing to do whatever I want without really taking into account the consequences.

I've been on track break for two weeks. I've done typical track break stuff: doctor appointments, straighten crap out, throw a shower, do a little crafting, hang out with my husband, two school events for my kids, go to the DMV- good stuff that I feel like I don't have time for when I'm working. Doctor appointments take so much time out of your day!!

Jeremy's blog about Joe made me cry. How true it is! So many scars the leadership of Apex endure. How easy it would have been to never....... I can't figure out how to end that sentence. It could have been easier and safer and warmer and more popular-it was. Not many scars during easy, safe, warm, popular times. Thank you for your scars.

Now that I am my normal somber, responsible self- I'll go to bed.

Monday, October 11, 2004

The Most Amazing Thing Happened Today..

I went to get my driver's license replaced because mine has disappeared since the car accident (remember that week I didn't want to complain about.....). I was out of the DMV WITH my new license in less than one hour. The one on Smoke Ranch no less.... Who would have thought?



Loredana's Best Quote in the last 24 Hours: I had a booger in my nose so I eat it.

Best Visual Example of my life: I made a weekly calendar so we could see our busy life spelled out. Loredana found it and scribbled all over it in RED marker. That about sums up my time management efforts.

Best Weather: Step outside right now- cool breeze with an occasional gust- perfect.

Best Sign: At Wal Mart they have a sign that says: Literacy Help (then a phone number)

Best Husband: Mine

Saturday, October 09, 2004

On a Final Note

Jack is snuggling up to go back to sleep. Loredana is now up. I'm still in a bad mood.
The Hits Just Keep on Coming..........



Now Emma is up too. It is freakin' SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Notice the Time

Jack is up until he takes a nap. I am apparantly up for the day. At least Doug is working a double shift. It's shaping up to be a great day.